Hi, this is me: a programmer, also gourmetized as Software Analyst.
Over many years I have searched for the holy grail of truthfulness, some absolute fact that I could attach to and derive all my work and thought process from.

I could not find it.

In the search I’ve found the exactly opposite: the maleabililty of reality allow us to control it with great extent. You can shape it. It is soft. Nothing is absolute.

Dumb past me.

I was so desperate to make things predictable. To understand everything. I coudn’t see how sad such reality would be. No more news, no more excitement, no more unknowns, no more surprises, only known facts. Everything static.

Instead of predictability, universe give us something much better: a colorful box wrapped with a long ribbon.

The more I live, the better I become at unwrapping this box. Hopefully, one day, I will learn to enjoy it even when I get entangled with the ribbon.

At the moment, this is me.